Ick.

So. Blarg is all I have to say at the moment.

I'm back in Wichita for spring break, and although Spring Break technically hasn't begun yet, I can already say, Wichita is not for me anymore.

So already have I been handed the "Friendship Card". The card no one wants to ever get. "Let's just be friends" or "Dylan, you're not my type, I see us as friends". I hate it. I don't know what I expected really. That I would move back to Wichita, be told how amazing I am and enter a serious relationship? That would be great and all, but then what would happen? I don't know what I want right now and it's pissing me off. I've always known what I want.

I think about where I could move, and Chicago sounds absolutely amazing, and I know a couple people there, but then what? I get a job at a restaurant and audition? Is that what you're supposed to do after you graduate? What jobs do I get in Chicago that allow me to audition? How long do I do that? I know these are questions I should have asked myself a long time ago, but they're just now starting to become important and relevant.

Scary. But what I will say is, Wichita probably just isn't gonna work out for too long.